(Hardback)

The memoirs of Robert Blair Kaiser's teens and twenties in the Jesuits, and of his early thirties as a star correspondent at Vatican II. The heart of the story is the seduction of Bob's wife by the Jesuit priest Malachy Martin and the "clerical error" of the Church's wilful blindness.

(Paperback)

Journalist Robert Blair Kaiser takes readers inside the Jesuits' head-and-heart take on the faith, showing how a Jesuit's training to make bold moves for the greater good plays out in the first Jesuit popea self-confessed sinner who encourages us to love our supposedly-less-worthy selves and help make a better world.