Am I Having Fun Now: Anxiety, Applause and Life's Big Questions, Answered
By (Author) Suzi Ruffell
Pan Macmillan
Bluebird
10th June 2025
5th June 2025
United Kingdom
General
Non Fiction
LGBTQ+ topics: coming out
Memoirs
Hardback
256
Width 145mm, Height 225mm, Spine 25mm
370g
A brilliant representation of anxiety made hilarious.' - Romesh Ranganathan Does peaking in high school ruin you for life Was Miley Cyrus right, is it all about the climb (when it comes to building a career) And what - scientifically - is the best way to mend a broken heart Comedian Suzi Ruffell is considering life's big questions. In this brutally honest, funny, and often moving memoir, Suzi winningly tells her life story, and asks a host of experts to answer the tricky questions it prompts along the way. Diamond life advice comes from the likes of Elizabeth Day, Dolly Alderton, Charlene Douglas, Laura Bates, Dr Kirren Schnack, and more. From masking anxiety with musical theatre and struggling to find her groove at school, on stage, and in her love life, to (eventually) coming out, falling in love, and becoming a parent, Suzi lays her life bare with trademark wit, verve and style. Am I Having Fun Now is riveting, relatable and revealing. Studded with brilliant, cutting observations on feminism, being working class in the world of arts and comedy, LGBTQ+ equality and the up- and downsides of ambition, it's perfect reading for fans of books by Fern Brady, Elizabeth Day, Romesh Ranganathan, Sarah Pascoe and Tom Allen.
'An honest, thoughtful and superb accompaniment to our anxious times. This is not just a book by a very funny comedian. It also acts as a soothing balm to the mysterious symptoms of anxiety. A brave and vulnerable book by a very, very funny woman.' -- Joe Lycett
'Funny, compassionate and true. Ruffells wit and kindness on the page soothes the soul and makes you feel less alone.' -- Elizabeth Day
'People will love this book.' -- James Acaster
'A brilliant representation of anxiety made hilarious.' -- Romesh Ranganathan
'Only Suzi Ruffell can take anxiety & make it funny. Relatable, hilarious & educational to boot.' -- Aisling Bea
'Brilliantly honest, beautifully written and will help so many people.' -- Josh Widdicombe
'An excellent book, I want to give everyone I know - from my teenage niece to my sixty-year-old Dad.
So brilliant.'
Suzi Ruffell is an award-winning stand up comedian, writer, radio presenter and podcast host. She appears regularly on TV favourites such as Live at the Apollo, The Jonathan Ross Show and Mock the Week, and sells out headline shows at leading venues around the country. Her video clips - on everything ranging from smear tests to having a geezer dad - have been viewed by tens of millions on TikTok, Youtube and Instagram. Suzi's hit podcasts include Like Minded Friends with Tom Allen, Big Kick Energy with Maisie Adam, and nine seasons of her solo offering, Out, on which she has interviewed LGBTQ+ luminaries including Dame Kelly Holmes, Self Esteem, Scott Mills, Hannah Gadsby, the Reverend Richard Coles, Mae Martin and Skin.