Hiding Out: A Memoir of Drugs, Deception, and Double Lives

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[Hiding Out] brims with drunkenness, sexuality and urgency...a cant-put-down read."Washington Post

Actress and playwright Tina Alexis Allens audacious memoir unravels her privileged suburban Catholic upbringing that was shaped by her formidable fathera man whose strict religious devotion and dedication to his large family hid his true nature and a life defined by deep secrets and dangerous lies.

The youngest of thirteen children in a devout Catholic family, Tina Alexis Allen grew up in 1980s suburban Maryland in a house ruled by her stern father, Sir John, an imposing, British-born authoritarian who had been knighted by the Pope. Sir John supported his large family running a successful travel agency that specialized in religious tours to the Holy Land and the Vatican for pious Catholics.

But his daughter, Tina, was no sweet and innocent Catholic girl. A smart-mouthed high school basketball prodigy, she harbored a painful secret: she liked girls. When Tina was eighteen her father discovered the truth about her sexuality. Instead of dragging her to the family priest and lecturing her with tearful sermons about sin and damnation, her father shocked her with his honest response. He, too, was gay.

The secret they shared about their sexuality brought father and daughter closer, and the two became trusted confidants and partners in a relationship that eventually spiraled out of control. Tina and Sir John spent nights dancing in gay clubs together, experimenting with drugs, and casual sexall while keeping the rest of their family in the dark.

Outside of their wild clandestine escapades, Sir John made Tina his heir apparent at the travel agency. Drawn deeper into the business, Tina soon became suspicious of her fathers frequent business trips, his multiple passports and cache of documents, and the briefcases full of cash that mysteriously appeared and quickly vanished. Digging deeper, she uncovered a disturbing facet beyond the stunning double-life of the father she thought she knew.

A riveting and cinematic true tale stranger and twistier than fiction, Hiding Out is an astonishing story of self-discovery, family, secrets, and the power of the truth to set us free.

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I can fully recommend it, I read it cover to cover, the writing was excellent and was completely engrossed; the story is incredibly compelling. Megyn Kelly, Megyn Kelly TODAY I love this bookbrave, brutal truths. Rosie ODonnell [Hiding Out] brims with drunkenness, sexuality and urgency...She showcases excellent writing skills, packaging grit and grime into glistening prose. Her twisted mystery, family woes of the nastiest kind and multilayered love stories spin together to form a cant-put-down read in Hiding Out. Washington Post [Tina Alexis Allen] doesnt hold back in her memoir Hiding Out. Teen Vogue Tina Alexis Allen was tired of living in the shadows...She is hoping [Hiding Out] will encourage others to come forward and speak out against being abused. FoxNews.com Scandalous, resonant, and refreshingly free of self-justification, Hiding Out is a compelling tale of sin and service, concealment and disclosure, hedonism and righteousness...an in-the-moment dose of the exhilarating tragedy of being alive. Mark Riebling, author of Church of Spies Allens life once dominated by cruelty and abuse takes a deep dive into decadence, fueled by cocaine, champagne and Sir Johns never-ending supply of mysterious money. Hiding Out is about a lot of lies, and some are the ones we tell ourselves. New York Daily News Brutally honest and shamelessly truthful. Fr. Richard Rohr, author of Falling Upward Hiding Out is a whiplash read for its drama and intrigue, but its also an openhearted exploration of history, hypocrisy, and the fact that we may never know the answers to the questions that have shaped our lives. Shondaland.com This is not a book for the faint of heart. Tina scrubs her soul clean within its pages, uncovering and exposing the web of lies her young adulthood had become[she] succeeds on all levels with this memoir you definitely will not forget. Talk Nerdy With Us A writer candidly confronts her personal truth in her quest for transformation, transcendence, and redemption. Kirkus Reviews Deeply felt Booklist Perhaps its Allens background as an actress and playwright that givesHiding Out, at turns jaw-dropping and spellbinding, its dramatic tension and spot-on dialogue. Her memoir is as compulsive to read as it is heartbreaking. And thats the truth. Washington Independent Review of Books

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Tina Alexis Allen is a GLAAD Award-nominated actress, producer, scriptwriter and playwright. Allen is a cast member of the TV series Outsiders (WGN America), and co-starred in the feature films Moving Mountains (2014), Tom's Dilemma (2016), as well as the web-series Looking for Kathleen. Allen is also the co-founder of the mission-driven jewelry collection No More Violence.