This Will Be My Undoing: Living at the Intersection of Black, Female, and Feminist in (White) America

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NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER

One of The Roots' 28 Brilliant Books by Black Authors in 2018

"A writer to be reckoned with." Roxane Gay

Named one of the Most Anticipated Books of 2018 by Esquire, Elle, Vogue, Nylon, The Millions,Refinery29, the Huffington Post, Book Riot, Bitch Media, Electric Literature, The Rumpus, Vol 1. Brooklyn, and Paperback Paris.

From one of the fiercest critics writing today, Morgan Jerkins highly-anticipated collection of linked essays interweaves her incisive commentary on pop culture, feminism, black history, misogyny, and racism with her own experiences to confront the very real challenges of being a black woman todayperfect for fans of Roxane Gays Bad Feminist, Rebecca Solnits Men Explain Things to Me, and Chimamanda Ngozie Adichies We Should All Be Feminists.

Morgan Jerkins is only in her twenties, but she has already established herself as an insightful, brutally honest writer who isnt afraid of tackling tough, controversial subjects. In This Will Be My Undoing, she takes on perhaps one of the most provocative contemporary topics: What does it mean to beto live as, to exist asa black woman today This is a book about black women, but its necessary reading for all Americans.

Doubly disenfranchised by race and gender, often deprived of a place within the mostly white mainstream feminist movement, black women are objectified, silenced, and marginalized with devastating consequences, in ways both obvious and subtle, that are rarely acknowledged in our countrys larger discussion about inequality. In This Will Be My Undoing, Jerkins becomes both narrator and subject to expose the social, cultural, and historical story of black female oppression that influences the black community as well as the white, male-dominated world at large.

Whether shes writing about Sailor Moon; Rachel Dolezal; the stigma of therapy; her complex relationship with her own physical body; the pain of dating when men say they dont see color; being a black visitor in Russia; the specter of the fast-tailed girl and the paradox of black female sexuality; or disabled black women in the context of the Black Girl Magic movement, Jerkins is compelling and revelatory.

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Without turning linguistic or lyrical cartwheels, Jerkins lucidly articulates social dynamics that have dictated the realities of American black women for centuries. Indeed,[This Will Be My Undoing]is a book I wish everyone in this country would read. New York Times Book Review In Morgan Jerkinss remarkable debut essay collection, This Will Be My Undoing, she is a deft cartographer of black girlhood and womanhood. From one essay to the next, Jerkins weaves the personal with the public and political in compelling, challenging ways. Her prodigious intellect and curiosity are on full display throughout this outstanding collection. The last line of the book reads, You shouldve known I was coming, and indeed, in this, too, Jerkins is prescient. With this collection, she shows us that she is unforgettably here, a writer to be reckoned with. Roxane Gay Morgan Jerkins is a star, a force, a blessing, a scholar and a critic, and now can add great American essayist to that list! I found myself sighing, nodding, gasping, laughing, and crying while reading this collectionbut mostly cheering! We can all sleep well at night knowing this country will inherit heart, mind, and soul like this. Its safe to say Ive never read anyone this youngbarely at quarter life!who can understand herself, those around her, past and present, with such dignity and clarity and generosity. Intersectionality in America is dissected, investigated, celebrated and challenged all without being pedantic or preachy or pretentious. And Jerkins is the sort of benevolent intellectual you want to spend time withwho will never lie to you, but also will never let you lie to her. Ive long known that feminism and arts and media owe so much to the excellent work of black women andThis Will be My Undoingis yet another testament to that. Porochista Khakpour, author ofSons & Other Flammable Objects, The Last Illusion, and Sick Each chapter provides insightful, personal, and frank analysis of how several identities can and do overlap with one another. Library Journal Review Theres a radical honesty and warmth in these essays, no matter the topic. Alexander Chee, author of Edinburgh and Queen of the Night Threaded together by prose that is at once tender and disarming, Morgan Jerkinss debut collection is an invitation to conversation with a ferocious intellect and a singular, uncompromising voice. In essays that confront the forces of anti-blackness and misogyny, Jerkins demonstrates that being unflinching does not require that we be unmoved. Readers who encounter this debut will be hard-pressed not to have felt something shifted within themselves when they put it down. Alana Massey, author of All the Lives I Want Jerkins is one of the smartest young writers of her generation, and this is an insightful, revelatory collection of personal essays about a variety of todays important issues. So fantastic. Bookriot Jerkins forthright examination of her own experiences leads to a triumphant reclaiming of blackness in all its power. Booklist Jerkinss debut collection of essays forces readers to reckon with the humanity black women have consistently been denied. Her writing is personal, inviting, and fearless as she explores the racism and sexism black women face in America... [a] gorgeous and powerful collection. Publishers Weekly (starred review) Jerkins has strong character, andThis Will Be My Undoingis likely just the beginning of her influence on the role of black women in the United States. As she is careful to point out, she is just one voice and her story doesnt speak for all black women, but with any luck her one voice will inspire other voices to add to the chorus of change. Shelf Awareness A beautiful example of possibility, nuance and passion coexisting, even in our heightened political momentthere is a brutal honesty Jerkins brings to the experiences of black girls and women that is vital for us to understand as we strive toward equality, toward believing womens voices and experiences, and toward repairing the broken systems that have long defined our country. Los Angeles Times In This Will Be My Undoing, Jerkins confronts the real world and her own real life including deeply private aspects of growing up black and female, confronting racism, sexism, her Christian upbringing, family secrets, and community fault lines. Boston Globe Combining memoir and criticism, Jerkinss potent mental fermentation broods on black female oppression and the limits of racial equality in a society dominated by white people who have fooled themselves into believing that they are unraced. O, The Oprah Magazine The boldness of Jerkins voice in This Will Be My Undoing is built on a raw honesty drawn from deep wells of shame and vulnerability.... That bareness makes This Will Be My Undoing a vital book, and one that stands out not only as a prominently political and personal work from a black female voice, but also as one of the first to emerge from [Jerkinss] generation. San Francisco Chronicle The truth about a writer being anointeda Voice ofthe Generation is that its also a curse [but Morgan Jerkins] exhilarating new essay collection This Will Be My Undoing makes her a leading contender for the title and the writer most likely to rewrite the rules for it, tooIf this collection is any indication,[Jerkins] blueprint for alifelong intellectual andcreative enterprise will continue to challenge, thrill, and delight her readers throughout a long career. Salon In her piercing debut essay collection Jerkins is equally critical of the social structures in place to erase the black narrative and the pressures from within black communities to ensure that their daughters conform to white idealsoften through physical means, like the arduous process of hair straightening. She also doesnt shy away from exploring different experiences of blacknessor wrestling with the ways the black experience is unique from those of non-white women of color. VICE In her debut release, Morgan Jerkins takes readers through life as a black woman on the street, in foreign countries, on dates, at the workplace, in the beauty parlor everywhere, anywhere. An essential and vital read,This Will Be My Undoingis destined to become a classic essay collection on race and feminism. Bustle In her first book of essays, Morgan Jerkins holds nothing back... [she] skillfully ties together personal experience with cultural critique.... [and] her voice is strong and clear. Bust Magazine Jerkins takes the reader to deeply personal and, at times, uncomfortable places. She chronicles her struggles with dating and heartbreak, unflinchingly guides her reader through a personal surgical procedure and wrestles with a variety of different gazes: that of white men and white women, but also of potential lovers, of her host families and other people in Japan and Russia, of her black female peers and, most important, her own evolving view of herself. The Root Beautifully crafted what makes [Jerkins] writing so powerful is her ability to point to precise moments that oppression was at work and unpack it for readers, who may not be black, female, or consider themselves feminists, but who will still understand the emotional impact that prejudice carries. Her personal experiences are political, but in ways that challenge previous feminist declarations about which experiences mattered and how to interpret them. Signature Reads Jerkins examines pop culture, misogyny, black history and racism. She reflects on growing up in Atlantic and Gloucester counties and unravels what it means to be a black woman in todays society, seamlessly weaving the personal with the political in powerful essays such as A Lotus for Michelle. New Jersey Monthly At its best, the book reveals complicated, messily human responses to knotty problems. Never intended as the final word on the black female experience in America today, it uncovers the effect of social forces on one perceptive young woman. Kirkus Reviews

Author Bio

Morgan Jerkins is the New York Times bestselling author of This Will Be My Undoing. She is a Senior Editor at Zora Magazine a division of Medium, whose work has been featured in The New Yorker, Vogue, the New York Times, The Atlantic, Elle, Rolling Stone, Lenny, and BuzzFeed, among many others. She lives in New York.