Flesh & Blood: Reflections on Infertility, Family, and Creating a Bountiful Life: A Memoir

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A remarkable memoir that breaks the silence about infertilityand will resonate with millions of women.

I drive and say to myself, if I am dying, if this is how I die, then this is how I die. When N. West Moss finds herself bleeding uncontrollably in the middle of a writing class, she drives herself to the hospital. Doctors are baffled, but eventually a diagnosishemangiomais determined and a hysterectomy is scheduled. We follow Moss through her surgery, complications, and recovery as her thoughts turn to her previous struggles with infertility, to grief and healing, to what it means to leave a legacy.

Mosss wise, droll voice and limitless curiosity lift this beautiful memoir beyond any narrow focus. Among her interests: yellow fever, good cocktails, the history of New Orleans, and, always, the natural world, including the praying mantis in her sunroom whom she names Claude. And we learn about the inspiring women in Mosss familyher mother, her grandmother, and her great-grandmotheras she sorts out her feeling that this line will end with her. But Moss discovers that there are other ways besides having children to make a mark, and that grief is not a stopping place but a companion that travels along with us through everything, even happiness.

With public figures like Chrissy Teigen and Meghan, Duchess of Sussex, speaking out about infertility recently, women are eager for voices that acknowledge their struggles. Fans of Lena Dunham, Leslie Jamison, and Jenny Lawsonalong with readers of medical memoirs like When Breath Becomes Air and The Bright Hourwill find that connection in Mosss Flesh & Blood.

Reviews

Flesh Bloodsparks and consoles. So frank and warm and full of humor, this book became a friend to me. I want to keep its tenderness and stunning wisdom always as my guide.
Jackie Polzin, author of Brood

N. West Moss is an exemplary talent. The words come alive on the page. You feel as though you are living inside this luminous book.
Luis Alberto Urrea, author of The House of Broken Angels

Remarkable . . . Delightful . . . [Moss has] an admirably light touch in describing adversity.
Minneapolis Star Tribune

The few-page chapters are warm slices of life . . . Warm and humorous writing enlivens a memoir of chronic illness and infertility.
Shelf Awareness

A moving, well-rendered portrait of the seriously ailing artist. Her careful, lovely sentences and good-humored and thoughtful observations seem to be . . . a part of her healing . . . A healing balm, this inviting memoir lights a path through grief and illness.
Kirkus Reviews, starred review

[A] powerful account of [Mosss] decades-long battle with infertility . . . In poetic language thats by turns blunt and tender, Moss chronicles how she and her husband weathered their sorrow and surfaced from it, dignity still intact, their love made up of the things we couldnt give to one another, but also full of how hard we tried. This is as an enriching addition to the canon of literature around infertility.
Publishers Weekly

Mosss meditations on questions her experience have raised are full of calm maturity and quiet humor and give this book an appeal beyond its expected audience . . . Mosss contemplations on life in general will resonate with women who are seeking peace and meaning in their own lives.
Library Journal

N. West Moss doesn't romanticize our world; she loves it honestly, in all its messiness. As I readFlesh BloodI saw not only that world but also the human body anew.This memoir is a tender, elegant, wry meditation on being a woman, being sick, and recovering; on reading and nature; on loving foremothers and rendering them into history with wordrather than womb."
V.V. Ganeshananthan, co-host, "Fiction/Non/Fiction" podcast, Literary Hub, and author of Love Marriage

Part journey into the dark crevices of illness, but also a paean to the joys of the daily world,N. West Mossopens her arms wide and embraces the reader with herbrilliantand hilariousobservations.This book uncovers the wonderful brightness in the middle for anyone who has navigated medical puzzles, grief, or just . . . life.
Marie Myung-Ok Lee, author of Somebodys Daughter

N. West Moss brings us on a journey that is both medical and spiritual. We experience the vertiginous churn of diagnosis and treatment, but also the liberating clarity of connection with the world. Honest, thoughtful, and courageous.
Danielle Ofri, MD, PhD, author ofWhen We Do Harm: A Doctor Confronts Medical Error

Acaptivating, multilayered story of perseverance. It turns out that the real subject ofFlesh Bloodis not so much illness as the authors ever-regenerating powers of vision, her appreciation of the tangible world, the beauty of the here and now.
Zachary Lazar, author ofVengeance

An amazing book! Moss has a gift for describing stones, plants, celery soup and even praying mantises as needed accompaniments to sickness and recovery, along with her kind husband and generous mother. Her singular stories, honesty, and sly humor infuse this memoir of illness not with sadness, but joy.
Theresa Brown, New York Timesbestselling author ofThe Shift

With a series of gentle incisions, this memoir cuts deep. Moss shows us a grief and gladness that, until now, we could not name.
Martha Witt, author ofBroken As Things Are

Author Bio

N. West Moss has published a collection of short stories, and her award-winning essays and poems have appeared intheNew York Times,Salon.com, McSweeneys, and many other publications. She has a certificate in narrative medicine and works at a university in NJ, where she lives.