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Published: 2nd October 2024
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Published: 18th November 2024
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Bad Habit
By (Author) Alana S. Portero
Translated by Mara Faye Lethem
HarperCollins Publishers
Fourth Estate Ltd
18th November 2024
United Kingdom
General
Fiction
Contemporary lifestyle fiction
Narrative theme: Love and relationships
Narrative theme: Identity / belonging
Narrative theme: Interior life
Narrative theme: Politics
Narrative theme: Social issues
863.7
Paperback
240
Width 135mm, Height 216mm, Spine 20mm
460g
I urge you to read Bad Habit' PEDRO ALMDVAR
An engulfing novel AVNI DOSHI
The book that everyone is reading NEW YORK TIMES
Told in an irresistible, heartrending voice, Bad Habit takes us deep into the lives of the residents of a godforsaken Madrid neighbourhood ironically named after a holy saint.
An unnamed young trans woman grows up in a working-class suburb that has no place for her. She discovers community and kinship in downtown Madrid, amid a dazzling party scene animated by charming junkies, glamorous pop divas, and fallen angels. With each step she takes forward in the city, she finds herself confronted by an antagonism she does not yet know how to counter. In this thrilling and yet often frightening place each decision can have the highest of stakes and yet she knows that only she can forge a path forward to the life she truly wants to live.
Blistering and compassionate, Bad Habit by Alana S Portero is translated by Mara Faye Lethem, and deftly illuminates the ties between gender and class, the search for identity, and the power of chosen family. Shimmering in its lyrical beauty and vivid in its realism, Bad Habit is a searing, mesmerising story of self-realisation that speaks to the outsider in all of us.
A ballad, a quest, a revelation. It made me weep more than once SABA SAMS
'Painful yet unquestionably hopeful' NICOLA DINAN
Porteros elegant storytelling catches a celestial light, illuminating the body in ways beyond language ELOGHOSA OSUNDE
'An unforgettable story Believe the hype!' OKECHUKWU NZELU
Elegant and brutal, Portero's writing pierces all of our defences and lets the crying light in MORGAN M PAGE
Devastating yet beautiful TRAVIS ALABANZA
Obliges the reader to hold back (or unleash) their feelings chapter after chapter VOGUE SPAIN
I urge you, read Bad Habit to fully grasp the degree of adversity, pain, and danger endured for virtue of growing-up trans Pedro Almodvar
'The book that everyone is reading tells the story of a working-class transgender woman full of rage and beauty, pain and poetry' New York Times
Porteros elegant storytelling catches a celestial light, illuminating the body in ways beyond language Eloghosa Osunde, author of Vagabonds!
'Porteros prose is so commanding shes drawn a painful yet unquestionably hopeful novel' Nicola Dinan, author of Bellies
Leaves you stunned Devastating yet beautiful A special and unique creation Travis Alabanza, author of None of the Above
Elegant and brutal Morgan M Page, author of Boys Dont Cry
Incredibly moving, completely absorbing This is an unforgettable story, told with frankness and vulnerability. Believe the hype! Okechukwu Nzelu, author of Here Again Now
Such a beautiful novel about the journey we take to become who we truly are Elena Medel, author of The Wonders
Vivid, compassionate and compulsive' Rachel Dawson, author of Neon Roses
'Beautifully-written, heartbreaking and sometimes comedic Tawseef Khan, author of Determination
Bad Habit is a ballad, a quest, a revelation. It made me weep more than once Saba Sams, author of Send Nudes
A singular and raw voice The most talked-about debut of the year Time Out Spain
Bad Habit is an engulfing novel. Portero had me captivated with her visceral prose Avni Doshi, author of Burnt Sugar
Brutal, tender, and vulnerable Portero has written a masterpiece, an ode, a life-giving story of trans affirmation Marisa Crane, author of I Keep My Exoskeletons to Myself
Alana S. Portero is a Medieval historian, writer, playwright, LGBT activist, and co-founder of the theatre company STRIGA. Her writings on feminism and LGTBQ activism from the perspective of a trans woman have been featured in a number of international publications, including Agente provocador, Eldiario.es, El Salto Diario, SModa and Vogue. She lives in Madrid.