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Please Live: The Chechen Wars, My Mother and Me
By (Author) Lana Estemirova
John Murray Press
John Murray Publishers Ltd
30th September 2025
19th June 2025
United Kingdom
Tertiary Education
Non Fiction
Memoirs
Human rights, civil rights
Hardback
288
Width 156mm, Height 240mm
'Please live' were the last words fifteen-year-old Lana said to her mother. Shortly afterwards Natalia Estemirova was kidnapped outside their apartment block in Grozny, Chechnya. On 15th July 2009, she was murdered for telling the truth.
A mountainous sliver of land which creates a natural boundary between Europe and Asia, for centuries Chechnya had been a sharp bone in Russia's throat. Three years after the collapse of the Soviet Union, frustrated by the continued presence of the independence movement within Chechnya, Russia invaded. It was a war of extraordinary brutality. It turned Lana's mother, Natalia Estemirova, from a teacher into a human rights investigator. She became a dedicated member of Memorial, intent on exposing the kidnappings, bombings, torture and murders committed by Russian forces and Ramzan Kadyrov, the Kremlin-backed Chechen President. Natalia Estemirova's life, assassination, and the impunity that followed it, tell the story of Putin's Russia. This is Lana's story of growing up in a war. Of the intense bond between a mother and daughter, desperate to be together even though it was so much safer for Lana to live elsewhere, often for months at a time. It is a book both about being brave and about being ordinary in extraordinary times. It's the fulfilment of a promise Lana made at her mother's grave.Lana Estemirova is Chechen, 28 years-old and works for the Justice for Journalists Foundation (JFJ), a London-based charity which fights against attacks on the media. Formerly a freelance journalist for the Guardian and the Moscow Times, Lana studied International Relations at the London School of Economics. She currently lives in Lisbon.